Sunday, October 23, 2005 @7:32 pm
i've never dreaded graduation so badly.
sorry people but this is again, about band.
I just came back from Rondeau Camp 2. Prolly the first to leave and to reach home. Unwillingly. stupidly too, cos i asked my parents to pick me up la. and i missed celebrating Cheng Yee's birthday, which was one of the most anticipated events la. but i knew my mom would be pissed, so i went off. if not she'd take it out on my dad. hmmm. think she already did. grumpy cos she's sleepy, so fierce to him la. haa. as usual. oh well. it's not quite fun being around them when they're tired.
and to Cheng, SORRY, and i know your birthday is TOMORROW, BUT HAPPPPPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -hugggggg-
I dread rondeau, Rondeau is in a month's time. A MONTH. HOW??? i'm not that stressed, i just hope i wont be too overwhelmed on that day and start crying la. i feel like crying now already. after breaking camp, my heart seems to be aching simply cos i miss those people. And after graduation, i wont be able to just pop by at the clubhouse everyday, seeing all my crazy band mates and 'siao-ing' together, and we wont be spending time together EVERYDAY like we used to. Any idea how sad that is?
I don't wanna leave. I so will miss the people in my batch la. So much. And Mr Merrill Chia and Mr Alwyn Tan! thanks so much for your guidance and being like bros to me, and taking care of me whether i'm physically or emotionally sick. It's been a pleasure being your secretary, and it's been a pleasure working with you all. And to the rest of the Rondeau comm as well, thanks thanks, especially those like Fatt and Sam who have been with us since the Main Comm 2004/2005 was formed. We all stuck thru thick and thin together, and i really really do appreciate that!
To my darling and extremely beloved section: LawFatt, Peee, Leen, Szeto, ShuQin, Brian.
I AM SO GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU LA. sob. i will come back and visit, that's for sure. brian and shuqin, once we're gone, there are only two of you left, must 撑下去 okay?? We will be back la we promise.
To Lawfatt and Peee: We've been through so much since first year la! and we're still here. congrats. and i love you both. very much. -hugg-
to Szeto and Leen: damn happy to have you two join us from second year onwards la. damn damn happy. we're like crazy idiots right?? BUT WE ROCK LA. hahahaha
To the rest of the clique: we'll always be the clique. =D
to the rest of NPCB. Words cannot express how much i love this band la. you guys have this amazing thing that makes me feel happy to seek shelter at, from school work, from people in school and everything. You just make my day all the time (though some times you make me angry too, but ya) and i know it's a bit too early to be emo la. but i'm feeling like this everyday, and i just wanna spend as much time with all of you while i still can.
the entry sounds juvenile-ly emo la. but it hits my heart. rock bottom.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005 @4:32 pm
This is gonna be damn emo.
Rondeau 20th is coming up. I'm supposed to be darned excited, cos my committee is organising it and stuffs?
i'm not..... in fact, i'm dreading Rondeau. It marks the end of my journey in band as a student. It's my last concert as a student, as an organising committee member, and it marks the breaking up of our committee.
it's damn sad la.. sure we can meet up again. but once all of us graduate, i'm not so sure if we'd all have a complete gathering again. what's more, all the guys will be going to become soccer-ball-heads, and the girls will all be working/studying. i'm gonna miss everyone!! -cry-
all the fun we had playing games, spending time together,
laughing at Mr. Tan's old crappy and extremely lame jokes (eh but they're quite funny), crying and getting angry at an outsider who tries to sow discord between the members
(you-know-who), standing together to welcome
FuSing Junior High, performing as one,
nua-ing together, and after getting scoldings after scoldings we all stand up again together.. disagreeing on pieces we all don't like and playing lawfatt's two favourite profanitized (dont think there's such a word but yaa) tunes that say something like "knnb***".
i'll miss everyone.. sob. I think this Rondeau is gonna be a damn emo one. for me at least.
*****oh and i found out that diahorrea is actually diarrhoea. HAHAHA.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005 @10:15 am
wwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
my laptop is back! after one night of a lot of crap, and not knowing how to connect to the internet and everything else -i'm such an I.T idiot-
okay. the day i came back from bangkok, i was plagued with indigestion, gastric and diahorrea. today (a week later), i'm still not recovered. and it's disgusting, it really is. ah, the woes of having diahorrea!
guess what, after the reformat, i realise alllllll my emoticons are gone. my ultra cute emoticons are all gone! people, send them to me!! send them to meeeeeeeeeee!!
saturday was real fun, haha. i had band, then went to church, met some good friends, sat with Nise jiejie, then scooted off to town, to celebrate Leen's birthday. boy was it fun!
heh. Leen's birthday, i think, was a blast. we went to Hagen Daaz just for the fondue there, but alas, no fondue was served. we reserved the table for 9pm, and 14 people turned up la. anyway, there was no more fondue by 9pm! damn sad laaaaa.
nevermind, there'll be fondue again! wooooot.
we had after that some big birthday song or something. super cool, i think leen was damn happy, WEREN'T YOU, LEEN???? heh.
anyway, had band last night again. then i felt sick on my way home. woke up this morning feeling sick too, rushed to the toilet twice. twice okayyy. within half an hour.
gonna meet peee later in the afternoon, and then meeting up someone else for a movie. cool cool. corpse bride. cool cool cool.
tmr i've to work, thurs i've to work.
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Thursday, October 13, 2005 @1:33 pm
okay, i'm back from bangkok.
wasnt exactly the most pleasant trip, but yea, was okay. nothing much to talk about, since i came back with diahorrea on the last day and indigestion and gastric for the next two days and dunno how many days to come.
gees. and i didnt eat that much?
so, everything's like a whirl now. i've no idea why. in less than a month, school commences, i'll once again be submerged in the never ending sea of projects and consultations, and concert's coming too. speaking of concert,
Rondeau 20th is on 26th November, at Victoria Concert Hall, at 7pm.
tickets are at stall: $10 and circle: $12
yes people, i happen to be selling circle seats, thank you ((=
*besides the point, i'm disappointed. eat slugs, suckers.
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Friday, October 07, 2005 @12:59 pm
oh yay i can blog again! fantastic!
anyways, this is for the week's events.
Went out on tuesday, haven't been out like that in a long time haha so, thanks. i watched the myth, a movie i've been wanting to watch for ages. the show was really really good, the korean and indian girls were darned pretty! great figures, beautiful faces, haha the envy of all girls. overall, i loved the movie, except that when jacky chan said the show was his first serious one, i really expected it to be serious. his present day self was quite... funny still. i mean the fighting scenes.
i went out on wednesday with sarah jane, to watch the andy lau movie. boy, was it touching! i cried at the last part, though the ending was very abrupt. that, and the whole storyline being too short. and I LOVE THE TWIST. it was so subtle and yet impactful. 2 twists in the story, that andy lau's mom was indeed the third party, and that he could never be young again. whoa. good. really good.
thursday night was interesting. i had band, and then went for supper where i read something appalling. i think if this is the case, mr wenrui, you should know that i help those who help themselves. stop being such a drag and complaining about everything under the sun and expecting people to help you when you dont bother to lift a finger to help. and when i say i'm busy, i really am. yes i'm from french horn, what's with the french horn section?!
well excuse me but i'm not against you la, it's just that i dont see your logic. before i even set up my horn, and finish doing all my other chores like band camp stuffs (which apparently you didnt take part in or even appear for a second), i'm supposed to help your section la. so now, your section is my priority? over my other admin stuffs and even setting up and warming up on my horn? and so if this is a band, u see so few people there to set up the chairs, u leave it to me, yunshuang and lawfatt to set up chairs for the band when i told you to help out? so, this is a BAND right? not individuals right? i know you all percussionists dont need chairs la. so that means you dont have to set up also right? then why do u expect us to set up instrument for you, and even before i set up my own? so i ask, since many people were around, you were around when i asked you to go in and help to set up chairs, but u just said you were busy going down for dinner.
like wth? that's as crappy la. for goodness sake la. u need help just ask la. when i say i'm busy, i'm really damn busy i tell you. if you don't think i'm busy, i'd gladly let you take over my job la okay. go fill up all those cca points and everything la. wah lao. you think it's easy? it's a darned tedious job, and seriously, taking care of admin for camp and all. is not easy on the comm members. understand us a bit can? we dont have teachers-in-charge here la okay.
why dont you think about things like that before complaining so much? i know u have a lot to say, i know your secondary school band is fantastic. all these, i know. but before u show your attitude, i want to ask you a simple question. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU COME FOR BAND, IN ORDER FOR YOU TO COME TO SUCH A CONCLUSION? HOW MUCH HAVE YOU ACTUALLY SEEN?
you, prolly don't know exactly how much we've done. and mind you, us comm members are NOT your servants la. we're there to be an example, yes, but dont go complaining when you come only once a week or whatever, and you just throw things at us, without a proper explanation, but with an absurd chunk of complaints.
okayyyyyyyyyyy
CHENG, THIS IS FOR YOU
Instructions
1) name 5 quirky habits that nobody knows abt you
2) tag 5 persons to do the same on their blog!
My quirky habits
1. okay, my sister and i are spastic people, so we will blast our computers, slam the doors, and start singing loudly, a bit like fighting la. lol
2. I COOK.. I COOK LEIIIIIII.... I COOOOOOOK. (okay i think everyone knows la.)
3. 2-3 days after the last time i've seen my bed, when i finally go to bed, i'll be damn excited and i'd jump on my bed damn excitedly and cover myself with my blanket excitedly also, and just fall asleep smiling. (sometimes when i pat my soft toys)
4. i wake the hamster up to see him yawn.
5. harrrr. what else? i think my habits arent really secret laa.
okayyyyy. 5 people to do this are: Jason Goh, Fadhleen, Shintya, Sarah Jane, BoonHwee
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Saturday, October 01, 2005 @12:12 am
that crap was only meant for my eyes.
i cant believe i did such a stupid thing, it's like being on candid camera and not believing it even after the host has told you that you're on candid camera, and not even after you've seen yourself on tv!
omg.
i've totally embarrassed myself. thank you ((=
do not laugh at me anymore okayyy. gosh.
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